now just reached home. today was a borinq day. siannnnn uh! today morninq wake up use a com a while jiu cabbed down t baby's house t look for him &brian thn headed t pasir ris. &i cried inside th bus. siqhh, i kept thinkinq what's wronq w me. why am i still so unwillinq t accept th facts tht she betrayed me. it wasn't easy at all! ): &so, i cried till pasir ris inter. lol. thn meet baby's friend at ehub. thn headed t bbq. we went thr only ate th sausaqe &crab meat &we tell thm we're qoinq off. lame riqht? exactly! ._.
& so, we went t ehub t play arcade thn played pool. after that, we finished. brian came out &saw his primary sch friend. (i think so only). thn qot one stupid black quy went t tio w/ brian. wtf lar!
headed t pasir ris inter, trained down t buqis t look for her. siqh, i d'wish t talk about it anymore. forqetttttt it larrrrrrr! -'-
thn baby sent me back home. he've qot no last bus t catch w. &so, he came t my house &ton. (: tomorrow morninq qoinq w baby t find brian at houqanq aqain(:
Conqratz brian(: (you should know what's th reason.) see you tomorrow. (:
Baby, yay! 3 more days t our first month(:
I'm sooooooooooooo happy man.
But, baby. I'm sorry that i can't celebrate w you our first month. ):
I hope you can understand bah. ):
Must wait for me t come back alriqhts?
D'chanqe of heart hor. ):
I really love you more &more days by days.
Really hope tht we could last FOREVERRRR!!!! (:
Iloveyou, baby(:
I won't leave you der no matter what happens.
Muackies &huqqies! (:
today went out w/ baby &brian. at first we went t esplanade t collect my pay. thn nabei, th stupid cynthia say one whole bullshit d'know for fuck! in th end didn't qet. qot t wait till next month th 5th. wahlao, sibei lonqqqqqq siol! urqent for money! ):
then after that went t marina square t eat lunch, wahkao, th stupid claypot rice so fuckinq nan eat lar! then i just eat a few mouthful jiu pass qive brian t help me finish th whole claypot rice(: hahah, thn after that went t order th bbq thinqy, also eat a few mouthful jiu pass qive brian ler. LOL!
Thanks ah, brian chew(:
then went t smoke &chat all staffs, so borinq man singapore! then brian started t talk about her aqain, he became super moody. siqhh, i really d'know how t help him. so, we bussed down t ecp. but, when we reached there, instead of him shoutinq, i became th one who's shoutinq like mad woman. lol. ._. just hoped that he could cheer up soon bah(: d'wish t see him sad at all times. ):
then around 9plus went t mac t enjoy th ice cream thn we took bus home.
actually ahbi &brian can come my house stay der, all thanks t baby th mother lar. sad. ): then halfway, we qot down from th bus, brian &baby sent me home, then thy went home themselves.
baby, i miss you a lots! but, nvm, later meetinq you ler(: see you tomorrow. currently now chattinq w baby &&his friends(: bye(: qoodniqhts!
baby, 4 more days t our one month ler(:
i hope th thinqs tht you say before won't come true.
i hope that this time round you're not playinq w me.
baby, we must lastt lonqqqqq lonqqqqqqqqq okays?
i trust you that you cn qive me th happiness tht i want, so prove it t me.
alriqhts?
iloveyou, baby!
muacksssssss. (:
siqhh, today th day was th most miserable day of all. ):
ii really d'know what happened t you. you are no lonqer th innocent qirl tht i knew before. today thn i relised tht you have been bad mouthinq about me at my back. i'm just wonderinq what did i do wronq tht you have t treat me liddis?! ): have i not trated you qood enouqh? i treat you lie my blood sister, but, whatever you do, you really dissapointed me lots! siqhhh. who can tell me what t do next? am i really tht stupid t trust you for th past few years? you kept qoinq around t talk about th opposite thinqs, how am i qoinq t trust you aqain!!!! you tell me lar, what should i do t help you? i really thouqht of helpinq you. but, what's th outcome, siqhh. all th promises tht you promised me, was it fake? which sentence is real or fake, i also couldn't differentiate anymore. ): i really hope you could chanqe for th better bah. but, i can tell you, even thouqh you treat me this way, i still d'hate you. ): you takecares bah. stop hurtinq th ppl around you! that's all i'm qoinq t say t you.
04th april 2010.
i hate 4th april this date! arqhhh, i broke up with baby. ): i really cried out till sibei th -'-inq jialat. nabei! he's th first stead that i'm liddis. he've alr become my addiction! siqh, i don't wish t explain what exactly happened. i just know that i've qot t cherish th moments tqt. (:
baby, i won't ask for break anymore. i know what's th feelinq of losinq you ler! )': th period w/o you really v miserable. ): i really can't accept th facts that we both have alr broke up at that time, but at least you did asked me for patch! i was like so happy! (: (:
babyy, i'm sorry, i will be more understandinq, i won't be th kiddo anymore. hope th feelinqs is still there bah. i really do love you a lots. muacks, i still love you as much as last time. trust me, i'm not like those bitches that played w/ your feelinq. (: hope that this kind of things won't happen aqain ler! ):
05th april 2010.
today morninq wake up because of all those stupid banqalas. sibei fuck siol. do all those lanjiao thinqy. lol. so, no choice qot t wake up early. then my qrandma ask me qo for interview at my house downstairs. they hirinq ppl, wth! sibei xia suay lor, i don't wanna work downstairs!!!! :@
after cominq back, i text w/ baby, &he told me that he's not qoinq out w/ winnie &her's boyf due t he have sore eyes. so, i cabbed t his house immediately. &so, i'm at baby's house now(: heh. qoinq back after havinq dinner. (: thn tomorrow meetinq my babyyyyyyyyy aqain!!! HOORAY!!
BABYYY! (:
After yesterday's th thinqy, i hope it won't happen aqain.
I really cannot afford t lose you.
Muacks, iloveyou &imissyou too(:
Helloooooo(: finally back t bloqqinq. heh. currently now at baby's house doinq nothinq. ):
siqhh, he playinq his xbox thn leave me alone aqain. sian uhhh! today qoinq back home ler. ): baby, i'll miss you alots der! sian sial, yesterday hear brian naq th whole day till today morninq. zzz, he came t baby's house t stay overniqht. then he was like naqqinq for th whole day lar. But, it really make sense. Siqh, hope that me &bi can last for lonq bah ): Baby, iloveyou.
Today morninq wake brian up, after that he went t look for winnie ler. hope they can last lonq too. hehheh. i really don't feel like leavinq baby's house. Now, i know that after wakinq up can see till baby, i really felt v happie(: baby, thanks for briqhten up my day! (: d'know whether tomorrow can meet him mahs. ): ): i really hope that i can meet till him. But, is like 1 week th entirely week we've been meetinq. I really scared tht he'll feel v sian ): but, i hope he won't bah? ): Maybe goinq back home at 9pm. SOBSOBBBB! maybe brian is followinq too(: stupid joker! LOL! :x
Baby, 9more days t one month ler. (:
I really hope that we can last..
Siqhhh, after ytd thinqy &today thinqy, i really qot no confidence. ):
Sorrie, but my love for you still won't chanqe(:
Muacks, iloveyou!
I'll miss you when we can't meet at all. (:
I promise you i'll stay stronq!
&& also, thanks BRIANCHEWBENGWEI!
reqardinq about th thinqs you told me ytd, i'll listen t you.
I won't be a kiddo anymore(:
Thankyou! (:
Heyy !
I'm back t blogging after so long (:
18th december '09 .Yesterday went back t school take N level results .
Morning went t meet rizwan first .
Then wait-ed for amirah & azrina t come t buy th hair spray .
After that , went t azrina's house t spray th hair .
Then went down t fetch wp .
Then went back t azrina's house t pass khairul & jannah th hair spray , went back t school .
&& met chitra and herna's mother at th foyer .
Damnn lorhs , go inside .
Haven't even step in th foyer , kena caught by KOH SL !
Wtf -'- , last day alr , still don't let me off .
Catch skirt , catch hair , catch blouse ...
Ahyarhs , catch hair t toes correct le .
Nbcb . -'-
Don't talk about it (:
Talk about th N level results bahs .
(:
I'm not nervous at all .
Hahaha , because i alr know what's th results le .
Heh .
Indeed , th results out was what i expected (:
English : D .
Maths : UNDERGRADED .
Mother Tongue : A .
CPA : D .
EBS : C .
Lol , not any disappointed (: After that , take 143 with wp t somerset t take her bag from her workplace , headed t my house for dinner , then train-ed down t lot 1 .
At there saw MRS VERONICA CHUA .
Wth ..
Then th most funniest thing is we went there just t drink t milo dinosaur .
LOLLOL !
But , otw going home .
We saw alvin , he treat us watched movie and take neo print .
Cool right ?
Hahhaa , then we went t watch-ed th twilight-th new moon .
Till halfway , we went t toilet t take some pics , and haven't finished th movie we just went home .
Lollol .
Me & winnie train-ed home .
Sad .
He've alr went t japan . D:
I really missed him a lots .
Sorry , i shouldn't quarrelled with you th day before you left .
I'm sorry . D:
Sigh , there's still a looooong way t goooooo then can see till you . D:
2 more weeks awaiting for you t come back t singapore . D:
AdlerKohJunKai ; 586524's ♥
